i wrote this exactly 4 years ago today, in a private myspace (remember that site?) blog, and the past week i’ve been feeling the exact same way as 2006 me… maybe it’s something to do with september… either way, thought i’d repost and share. warmest! ~fb
my oldtime buddy james perry {RG} aka spottieottie is making me all reminiscent with memories of an innocent past where we always wore tuxs:

when the only thing of importance between my legs was this:

that is a gofriller cello by the way hehe, i coulda bought a ferarri or two with that…
when staying in looked like this:

this one is a montagnana… i coulda bought a few condos in nyc and a house with this…
when the outside of my home window looked like this:

when going for a ‘dip’ looked like this:

when enjoying the view looked like this:

back when work looked like this:

backstage at a concert looked like this:

when shooting the shit with old pals looked like this:


when the only professional photo i had of myself was this:

allthough one of them (sadly) feels very neglected - my true lovers to this day, remain:

when you see me next, i may look like this:

or even this:

but if you don’t actually know me (few do), i think it’s important to know that i’m actually this:

and that my friends, if you have managed to get this far, is the true meaning behind this:

who knows what the future holds for any of us? honestly, who cares… yesterday aside, i still love today, and if tomorrow is just as awesome - then rock n’ fuckin roll. plus some classical and soul of course ;-)
i miss you all!
|frank bell|